OXYTOCIN-OTICAL E-SCAMS!!! - FAKE LOVE AND COMRADESHIP OVER THE INTERNET!!!

After a long time of emotional – unavailability, I started my quest to look to go out on a date again.  It has been seven years, back in 2005 when I had my heart broken – wow! Seven years of wallowing.

As soon as I introduced myself to the android and its numerous dating apps! 

Along with the reputable dating sites like Match and E-harmony, I decided to explore on these free dating apps myself. 

I re-activated my profile visibility on the Tagged.com site connected to a social network app named HI5 just for 5 minutes.  The number of emails I received - were tremendous as they were for about 85% all about sexual solicitation.  After I realized my mistake, I decided to delete the emails and opened a view here and there.  On the way, I came across two emails – both with pictures of Caucasian military men “looking for love”.  Consequently, I read both of them and deleted one, but the other one stood out for some reason and I responded to it because this picture of the this soldier had a great smile on it, although it was a small unclear picture.  As soon as in a few seconds I received a response from this person calling himself Fran C.  I told “him” that I do not give strangers any of my personal information.

Over the course of 2 weeks we exchanges small talk over the chat and I mistakenly revealed my trip to my brother in Albany NY.  After exchanging another few days of chats, Fran C asked me my email address and he insisted that he could not talk about personal stuff over the HI5 chat but is willing to do so over email. I took a chance and I did.  Soon he requested to add me to Yahoo messenger.  He send me pictures of himself and he gave me his name as Caleb Aning (Author’s note: at that time, I had no idea that “Aning” was a Ghanaian name originating from Accra’s Ga speaking tribes – Ghana, West African). 

Another week went by and on my birthday, I got the day off and spent most of my time lonely in my room. Suddenly, Caleb Aning buzzed me on the Yahoo Messenger App – I ‘ve downloaded on my android phone. We chatted over yahoo for 5 hours and my pineal gland must have excreted a bunch of the love hormone Oxytocin – Is this how people fall in love over the Internet.  Immediately, I started imagining the image of the photos he did send me, and the way he interacted with me over Yahoo messenger. He claimed to me that he lived in upstate, Albany (distancing himself from me after I disclosed my location was in NYC).  Soon after that, my inquisitive questions about him started to rise, of which of many he ignored answering:

·      Describe your surrounding in Albany, NY – (NOTE: IMPORTANT QUESTION TO ASK)

After a few days, Caleb Aning (the fake military who is really a Ga speaking Sakawa-Boy E-scammer from Ghana) text me that he has to face lawyers in Ghana to release some gold he inherited from his diseased father, but because he is not a native African but a Caucasian soldier he is supposed to get married first and then he can take the gold.

·      I asked him to give me a telephone number in Albany, so I could call him and talk to him in person (he refused and said that he needed to travel to Africa and told me to wait a few days) – (NOTE: IMPORTANT QUESTION TO ASK)

Finally Caleb emailed me his phone number, which I apparently tried but the reply I got was that the telephone line was restricted. 

·      ALERT!!! – Caleb Aning used yahoo messenger on a LAPTOP apparently with a non-registered ISP address to continue communicating with me over Yahoo messenger.  When I asked to try video calling – his excuse was that his old laptop computer freezes up if he attaches the video camera. 

At this point, I became highly suspicious that this was a scam – but to confirm this – I played this out by pretending to be a sheepy victim. 

The FINALE happened! Finally he asked me to pose as his bride in a proxy marriage, asked my exact address and money for shipment for the gold. I laughed and told me – yeah! I gotcha Mr. CON RIGHT!!!

WOW! I reported him to the FBI –E scam website and blocked “him” from yahoo messenger! Not trusting that tool again.   

As conclusion - I make out that the best scams are the E-romance Scammers - know how to manipulate and rubbing us in with our own imagination and our precious pineal glands for romance and bonding!!! Bad deal for the clueless!!

I have to admit that at the time I was communicating with this fake US soldier, alias Sakawa Con Boy - I felt remarkably focused thanks to the oxytocin my brain was producing.  That's how people who are in love feel and are willing to "give".

 Booo Hoo!!!

Ain't love scams precious?!

 

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August 17th, 2012 

In Memory of the late Doctor Sewdath Sadal

by "The Satvic Chef" on Tuesday, August 17, 2010 at 9:47am ·

[Excerpt from "The Satvic Chef: The Anti-Inflammatory Diet"]

The Satvic Chef

Foreword:

Remembering my father's passing twelve years ago

Back in April 2001, I still remember the last conversation I had with my father. We had this conversation in the kitchen of my Manhattan apartment one day after he had his kidney dialysis done. The rosy color would always come back to his cheeks after one these kidney-dialysis sessions. At age 59, he had only 30% of his kidney functioning due to his type-1 Diabetes and Hypertension, but he kept up with his spirit and planned to start a non-for-profit international organ-donation organization. He was frantically searching and emailing doctors in India and South-America in search for a matching kidney. The doctors warned him that his condition has already placed him in an immuno-compromised status and a kidney transplant could be fatal. He refused to take a kidney from any of his children. The day he took his flight back to Suriname, he snuck out with my mother while I was taking my morning shower. I heard it and rushed out with a towel around me to catch them before they would step into the elevator and yelled at my mother why they would leave without saying goodbye. My father responded to me that if I would keep on yelling at my mother, he would never come back to see me again. And he never did.

On August 17, 2001 on my brother's birthday and at his retirement party at the Dermatology Services of Suriname, he had his 3rd massive stroke while he was giving his farewell speech he practiced so hard on days before. He kept on speaking despite the fact that he was slurring and people had to urge him to take a brake and rest. The ambulance arrived and he was wheeled to the intensive care department of the hospital. The stroke was so massive that he had to be placed on the respirator. My mother had to make the horrible decision to let him go. His body was still very warm for a long time after they turned the respirator off.

Exactly three weeks after my father's passing, the Twin-Towers disintegrated. While in grieving it felt like I had lost my father in there. I remembered at the time of his last visit in New York City back in April 2001, we passed through the shopping mall of the Twin-Towers and he was so desperate to take the elevator up to the top of those buildings. But because of his illness he was so weak and we had to forfeit that attraction. I realize now that whatever existed back then just vanished in thin air.

Being a medical doctor, my father was not a stranger to his own condition himself and neither to the idea of health prevention. He represented his country Suriname in the World Health Organization with the condition of Leprosy and how to prevent this. He even created this slogan in his glory years as the chief of the Dermatological Services in Paramaribo, capital of Suriname saying "Elk Vlek Is Het Onderzoek Waard" (translated: every spot on the skin is worth an inspection). Leprosy was a disease caused by a flesh eating bacteria. After the incubation period the first sign of leprosy appears like an innocent skin rash, a sign that the infection still can be reversed and this point and such a skin rash is usually easily overlooked by people. Just with taking the preventative action by going to the doctor and having the new skin rash inspected, leprosy can be prevented. In order to be very successful in his campaign, my father had to build up the awareness and caution within the Surinamese community with his health promotion campaign. Later on, in the 80's it became the case again with HIV infections.

While providing his dedication to health prevention to anyone else, my father never saw it coming for him as well that one day his kidney would deteriorate due to his type-1 Diabetes.  I remembered that we cooked sugar-free, low-fat and low sodium food all the time in family meals because of him. We engaged in exercising, jogged and danced a lot. But what killed my father was his genetic predisposition of Diabetes and Hypertension at which he already developed at an early age and detected at age 25. I may have grown up with a childhood more conscious of prolonging healthy life-style habits; but he did not -until he was officially diagnosed with these killer diseases at that young age. He was already a recreational drinker and occasionally relished his Havana cigars, but why should he deprive himself of such pleasures after a long day's of work.

I had a healthy childhood back in Suriname, until I came to the United States at age 23 and then my genetic predisposition of Obesity and Diabetes type-2 started to kick in. I am not a diabetic, because I managed to keep my weight under 160 lbs. Still, it took a Yo-yo cycle to bounce back and forth unhealthy and healthy weight. My brothers battled childhood obesity and then had thinner teenage years during the 80's, but then it became a battle again after they hit the age of 30. I am not born and raised here in the United States, never grew up as a child eating sugary cereals. I grew up in Suriname, where it is a tropical climate and people have no issue keeping their weight in control.

This experience has made me question the following: What are exactly the standards of a successful healthy lifestyle and what is the success in adopting and adapting to newly introduced healthy life style habits. Why don't we stick to healthy lifestyle habits all the time? Why are the pleasures things we enjoy unhealthy for us? Are our cultural customs harmful to our health? And I can go on and on questioning myself about this issue.

But today, I offer a flower and Holy Water from the Ganges River in his honor and remembrance!

Ratna Sadal – The Satvic Chef!

Vibrational attraction of the Mind!

True Story! Philosophy as Food!

Vibrational Attraction of the Mind!

 

It was one of my airy bad days! Got up in the morning and it was really humid. With a heavy bloat in my stomach, I slowly try to tilt my the weight of my body from the bed. It felt like every cell in my body was bloated. Had a lot to do, even if my life was not where I want it to be -not like I wanted it to be anywhere else. I dreaded to live and what for? What is the point?! Once in a while each of us have these bad mornings, not feeling swell, not wanting to deal with the rest of the world, not willing to carry our own weight and wondering how we got ourselves here.
Later on the day -after finishing my job- I take a brake at the local public library. While minding my own business, I plugged my laptop by a very comfortable seat near the window, a nutcase walks into the library, venting and mumbling in himself while swallowing his own vomit. Suddenly, I felt loose change being thrown at my head. While I looked up and into the direction of this 'nutcase' with a facial expression of wonder. He looked back at me and said: "I swear this will never happen again." He immediately walked out of the library and dis-appeared. As I took an inspection at the nickel and dime that was thrown at my head and wondered why he had aimed at me -a total stranger to him- I realized that it could have been a bullet, not small change. The woman sitting across me observed the situation and asked me if I was hurt, while holding her cellphone to call 911. I said "no" and she gladly nodded with delight and went on with her normal routine.
 
Ratna Sadal
Founder of THE SATVIC CHEF!

excerpt: Introduction of "THE SATVIC CHEF: THE ANTI-INFLAMMATORY DIET"

If it wasn't for the Sattvic principles, I would have never succeeded in adapting from a meat-eater to a vegan. I grew up in an omnivouros Hindu family in SUriname (formerly nown as Dutch Guyana located at the North-East Coast of South America) with Diaspora of Indentured East Indian descent dating dating back from 1873 on. I was the geeky sister who never liked eating meat, fish and eggs. Although due to my mother's and paternal grandmother's Hindu background, we never ate beef. At a certain point in my early teenage years, I decided to only stick to eating poultry, eggs and fish. Only on certain religious days, the whole family would become complete Lacto-Vegans. Growing up in Suriname, we hardly ate processed foods. Our neighbors had a few cows and sold us milk, ghee and butter. These were happy cows, treated like their own family members. I did try to stay a vegetarian for up to two or three weeks at the time and then fall back to meat-eating. It wasn't untill found a real moral drive to become a vegatarian, initiated by my own journey fo self-discovery. Even further driven to become a vegan because of the active practive of driven compassion of every living being that has a capicity to be able to experience pain and suffering.

The Understanding of Compassion & Equal Vision, Ethics 101

Two of innate primordial Godly qualities a human has that originates from spirit is the ability to sense and symphatize with another living being's suffering and the capability to see the worthiness all living beings of every different species as equal and equally important to that of human existance. These innate Godly human qualities, stand loose independently on their own from the reason of intellect. These qualities are not given to humans thru religion or conditioning through reason, as a matter of fact- religion and sensical reasoning are distractions from having the capacity to have compassion and respect every lifeform equally. At a certain point in history in human existance, religion became the instution of our ground zero thinking about ethics. And suddenly animal sacrifice to please God became acceptable and it's okay to eat meat that is religiously slaughtered, and became okay to eat fish every religious holiday. Religious rules on eating meat are set for men not to lucratively slaughter animals and profit on its carcasses, but to give the understanding to humans that at the time the crops have died in drought, it is okay to feed on animal flesh, as long as the animal doesn't suffer at the time when parting his soul from the body. Then the sentiment is shifted to the instructional practice of religion and animal slaughter and the accuracy of it while the attention from having compassion and equal vision is distracted. And from that point on humans have become the slave and victims of their religious biased practice, especially when they have to reason about their own human rights.

The biased cover-up of sentiment

My neighbor the animal rescuer loves dogs but she still get her steak and pork chops from the meat market. She can't imagine the practic of dog farming and-eating in Korea. I asked her but what is the difference between a dog's life and pork/steak? She reasoned with the facts and history how humans are on top of the food chain of livestock, and the dog was a former predator who over centuries became domesticated and serve humanity. What greater sentiment there is to bias those who serve humanity get bred and survive just for use. Seeing the dog and porkchops unequal in their evolutionary process of serving humanity is called: Biased Sentiment. Now if she had to confront the dog-eating-breeding Korean farmer, how does she explain that it is "wrong" utilize dogs to please palates and hunger! He will spit in her face, because her reason for dog-symphatizing sentiment takes the weakest stand toward his economical need to run a dog-eating farm.

This method of reasoning suits even the biased practice cannibalism, one does not eat loved ones - only enemies from other tribes whom have murdered and eaten our loved ones, eat their offspring as well.

Even those who are fully vegan will kill cockroaches and rats for pest control. What's wright to be primordially right about our capicity to have compassion and see all living beings as equals?!

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Mind-Body-VIbration - REVERSE AGE!

I created this image on a photo-editing site of my self of what I should look like by age 45 in 2013! 

Not too shabby for a chick in her post forties who is still single, never had kids and looking!

I am hopeful! as you read down this and see how I reversed my age by just being a VEGETARIAN!!!!!

This is my current appearance at age 44 in 2012 shot by my brother for my dating profile just a few days shy of my birthday!

The process of the age reversal can only be achieved by applying the SATTVIC DIETARY PRINCIPALS!

chewing on raw bitter melon with the

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me looking much older at age 43 before I took the challenge of a ONE DAY LIVER CLEANSE just 2X @ MONTH!

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Mind-Body-Vibration - FEAR, HEART-BRAKE AND FUR!!!!

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Interesting month of September this is for me in the year of 2012.  Finally started up this Facebook Animal Healing Group and the demands for animal healing starts to grow quickly as our love grows for our beloved pet-cats and dogs.

And then I pinned the anti-fur campaigning for PETA.  A lady passed by and said "you're waisting your precious time lady - it is just the Spring Collection".

My first time with the anti-fur poster - I was immediately told to take it down by campus security at Julliard, NYC. And then again the third day I met another volunteer Emma and the campus security plus police was on our backs to move away from the side-walks in front of the steps (which was totallt public property and legal - confirmed by a Julliard news paper reporter "The Yard")

As I walked away - another female security officer approached me and asked "are your here for the spring collection fashion show?"  First I thought that she approached me for security reason but then I realized that she was looking for Fashion Goodies and hand-outs.  

GEEZ!!! and later I got handed out a dollar savings coupons by another young lady.

Mike, whom I have recently dated asked me why I can't be a normal flesh-eating fashion crazy woman - but folks: that's not who I am!!!

 

I am officially screwed up by feeling compassion for animals along with others of my kind. As an animal care taker I came across an American long haired feline - whom had a broken heart after his doggy sister was placed in another home.  He licked and painfully pulled his FUR out in emotional hurt. HE WAS IN GRAVE NEED OF FUR HEALING!!!!  I did my best to get him back into shape through natural healing methods.  

If a house cat can feel all this fear, heartbreak and pain - Imagine how the animals must feel in those Fur Industry cages - all that emotional sensitivity - awaiting their cruel lynching - all just for fashion!!!!

There are two kinds of people on this planet:
FUR and ANTI_FUR!!!!

The EGO :-x driven fashion CEO's and Models read our fliers and keep a straight face while grinding their teeth. Others pass us by and yelling: "I am wearing fur and I am proud of it"  - in one instance I yelled back: "Yes! you must be so proud to have had that cat or dog or fox you are wearing etc. be sodomized in the rectum with an electrode while being internally torturously painfully scorged through electrocution until his heart gives up"

Remember Meat and FUR is BAD KARMA!!!!
And that is not even my opinion!!!

This opinion was made by the LAWS of the UNIVERSE!!!!

Mind-Body-Vibration: Foods of Passion and Ignorance!

In my project named "The Asafoetida God" - I kept wondering how to explain my audience about the Taoist dilemma of Rajistic and Tamasic foods with high sulphone hydroxyl ion levels, which crosses the blood-brain barrier to kills brain cells and overstimulate the nerves system - numbing the intelligence (Mode of Ignorance: Tamas), inducing compulsive and violent behavior (Mode of Passion: Rajas)

REPLACE OINION AND GARLICS WITH ASAFOETIDA

In the Mode of Goodness all is clear! The mind is at its best and open to peace and liberty.  It opens the heart and compassion to our fellow human beings, other lifeforms -even alien lifeforms, the planet etc.

Planet Earth deteriorates due to Tamasic and Rajistic action of war, pollution, disease, animal cruelty & species devaluation.  Sexual action does not rely on increased blood circulation - it still forms its nature by the shape of the mind! if the mind has violent thoughts then sex becomes violent.


Anyway! a creative vegan cook found a very innovative way to create "Garlic-less Garlic toast" Italian style. He sliced the baguette in 2 inch slices, dipped them in Asafoetida tainted olive oil, then did a second dip in the freshest Italian dry spices and then placed them on a rack in the toaster. After 20 minutes, anyone could savor it next to the barbeque tofu and veggies! Awesome!

The Sattvic celibacy practitioner is not necessarily an abstainer, but someone whom sees the act of sexuality as an act of creation.   A good thought engaged with procreation!

To Be Continued........

Mind, Body & Vibration - overcoming stagnation

LAW OF ATTRACTION - BEATING Motivational Deficiency Disorder

So far I've learned that the disease of Sloth was a Satanic biblical citation of malnourished people from the mid-ages in Europe.  It may have been caused by severe oppression from political leaders of those historical times or mold or virus.  Who knew?!!Only that Satan and his demonic friend have gotten hold of you.

The most possible explanation of Sloth in the world of Esoteric Sciences is a lethargic condition created by the mind's negative . It's like a frozen computer, a brain drain caused by energy drain, loss of Pranic energy etc. etc. etc.


I had to defrost myself from a life-long sloth of disbelieve that I cannot be this or that magnificent person with abundance, wealth, good health, successful career, kin, love etc. etc. etc.

Any good spiritual science will explain that the ego and material existence is illusion, either good or bad.  It becomes bad if you are drifting from your own spiritual identity.  

But why does one tend to become lazy & lethargic after one has convinced him/herself that one cannot succeed. Succeed in illusion of matter? For real??? Is my life real???

Then when people become motivational driven - the question arrives: selfish??? or with compassion for others??? 

At the end the final question arrives: what is the ultimate goal of the Universe and how am I participating in this as team-player.

Now here it is.......

......TO BE CONTINUED!!!!

Mind, Body & Vibration - The spirit of Compassion!

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On the motionless concrete spiritual scientific level all ethical reasoning -guided by the intellect - has no "mojo" of the heart - it becomes merely "dry philosophical" debating.

When some asks this question: "how many levels of spiritual levels of development are present for humans?" - the most common Christian or Hindu/Buddhist Guru will say: Knowledge, Moksha (Liberation) & Love.

As we look at ourselves as humans and view others thru the primary bias of race, sex & species & secondary thru creed & economic status - our choices of actions have direction.


Three intertwining notions dominating our existence as humans:
1. Free Will
2. Equal Vision
3. Compassion


As Reiki healer I had a heated debate with another Reiki practitioner on twitter about whether one should ask permission first of the person whom to send Long-Distance healing to or not!  Mine argument was: if you meet a person dying on the street, do you ask permission to help or not or do you just act?!
Reiki is Universal Prana energy already flowing thru all life-forms. The person who acts on to send healing intentions to another sick person acts on the spirit of compassion.


In aiding in our feeling of compassion, "equal vision" becomes the perception that NEUTRALIZES bias in the intellect.

what do you think!

to be continued.....

Mind, Body & Vibration - Sex in the Single City

Early this Tuesday morning on June 12, 2010 -as I exit the Manhattan side of the Queens Borough Bridge, I passed by the homeless man with his two dogs: one a gray hairy Sheepdog and the other a grey-black Labrador Retriever.  In fear for the animal's well-being, I kept wondering if I should contact the Animal Rescue. But then I had second thoughts: it would be brutal to separate these dogs from their loving homeless owner.  The fact that he's still able to take care of them and these dogs are still looking well fed and healthy, did block my action to react according my own concerns - yes they are "my" concerns, not his.  As a Reiki Healer, I sat in a corner a block away from the homeless man and his two dogs and send the healing Intention symbols to them to find a better and healthier living situation. I figured that this man is not welcome in shelter because his love for his furry companions!

After I send Reiki healing, I spend a few moments to myself and reflecting on "my" own emotions, how it upsets me as a single women coming of age within this City.  I looked at the people passing by, some women like me - marching to the drums to their workplace, checking their cellphones.  What is life offering to them?  Being half unemployed and half self-employed myself after quitting the additional weekend job at the animal clinic - I am going back to my "Task-Rabbits" freelancing student life-style.  What does career and employment for a woman lead to if it doesn't end or go along into motherhood and wife-hood?

A woman's passage of rite is automatically submitting to motherhood. That's what's being a woman is about: nurture! One of my "chore-bunny" friends took up motherhood and she's doing well.  Despite the difficulties of premature childbirth, she still took up the breast-pump and worked its suction and breastfed after the baby came out of ICU. Even after 14 months have passed, she was still able to sell excess breast-milk to those mothers who tried but couldn't breast-feed their own little sucklings. Gotta make sure to be HIV negative to sell breast-milk.  A membership to the 'Mommies-helping-each-other-club' is useful.

So Far I haven't mentioned Daddy's input!!! Just the contribution of Daddy's seed is not enough! Having had a life as Daddy's Favorite girl (both my sister and I were Daddy's girls) I would not miss the chance of the presence of a father.  Even though, single parenting is not considered malignant, my personal & traditional cultural values and ideas dismiss it.

I hope to write more.....

........TO BE CONTINUED!!!!


Ratna Sadal
Founder of "The Satvic Chef!

The perfect cereal for the Modern Urban Yogi!

Many choices of cereal on the market today!

Basically! Back in the 70's and 80's - I grew up eating cornflakes, porridge or a sandwich for breakfast.   My palette memory was limited with these choices! I did not live in the American culture back then, but still modernized with access to processed cereals. I did not know even what a muffin was. I was more exposed to a grain type of diet such as rice and barley. After moving to the United States, I still ate occasionally cornflakes and skipped the fruity/chocolaty kids cereals. Years past, and sandwich was still my favorite breakfast and somehow I had adapted to a bagel eating culture.  After the millennium, I started to become "gluten" conscious.  Like many Americans and immigrant Americans, I experienced a bloat in the stomach after eating wheat-products, realizing that I had switched from a grain oriented to a predominately wheat diet. I noticed how fast I un-bloated & lost a lot of water weight after doing a gluten-free diet for a few weeks.

 For a while I ate gluten-free pancakes made of chickpea flour, or ate corn-tortillas, never ate a "wheat-bran" anything. Then got lured back into processed gluten-free product and noticed that the water weight slowly became replace with real belly-fat.  Finally, I started to read the labels differently looking at the "starch" and "sugar".  Some cereal product mention that the sweetener comes from organic fruit juice.  But in case you haven't noticed so far...glucose, not matter from where it comes: is as good as belly-fat.

Me at my best after a wheat-free diet!

The questions rises: what is the difference between gluten-free and wheat-free? 

When choosing your breakfast cereal consider the following:

If you don't have Celiac Disease, you more then likely have just wheat-allergy - you don't have gluten-allergy. Go wheat-free. You still have access to grains that are wheat-free but not gluten-free are for example: barley, oatmeal, spelt & rye. 

People who have wheat-intolerance but have no gluten-sensitivity can still benefit from eating gluten-free grains because these are automatically wheat-free, for example: Quinoa, Amaranth, Rice, Garbanzo flour, cornflour, buckwheat, millet etc. - which are all wheat-& gluten-free.

still confused? Then I should stop here immediately!

Till next time.....

To be continued.....

Ratna Sadal

Founder of "The Satvic Chef"

 

 

Mind, Body and Material Vibration!

Knowing that I have to further my education at Cornell University Veterinary School, I have been procrastinating a lot in order to take that step to the student adviser.  Even writing my goals down on a piece of paper -just the worry on how I will be able to afford this financially frightens me, the loans I have to take, how to keep my credit afloat etc. But then I realized the feeling of being frightened all the time paralyzed my abilities to achieve.

By reading, attending healing workshops & being spiritually active- I realized that achievement happens only when you set your mind to it.  In a Law -Of-Attraction workshop, I learned to "cancel" all negative patterns and thoughts that came up and resulted into self jeopardizing in reaching those goals. Even after bringing my mind into stillness - I even deeper consulted within my inner heart, even connected even deeper to the Super Soul and kept wondering: what is going to give me peace and happiness.  How can I be and still not have this understanding of my existence.

How does inner wisdom come to oneself? What is real happiness? Is it general for every soul? And I went on and on about this soul-searching quest.  In how many levels do I exist! Why is my mood good one day and bad another day.  Why do I feel dread observing one situation while it doesn't strike a nerve with another individual. why this? why that?

It's true that humans and humanity are internally very complex beings! After a long soul searching journey, I've learned that it is important to keep your tummy full and a roof above your head.  Some of us seek a community, others want to be aloof.

but I leave you readers with this thought........!

 till next time.....

...........TO BE CONTINUED

Ratna Sadal
Founder and Author of
The Satvic Chef!

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